Jadey's in the Fridge

My ex-lover is such a heart breaker. Hahah, stop breaking hearts you asshole;)

I love him, always.

xo.

I decided to drop S a text asking how he’s doing, he’s good.. but it seems like something happened. Didn’t ask much, cause he’ll say if he wants to. Am a little disappointed that I won’t be seeing him on May, but still thanks for assuring me that you’re just a beep away;) Well, no matter what happen, hope everything would be over soon. You’ll always be blessed.

xo.

Couldn’t express it publicly, and I am thankful for this space here:)

Watched Olympus Has Fallen yesterday w Jh A My Gy G Hw, it was an awesome movie. DO WATCH IT if you haven!

Something happened after that rly spoil my day. I went all quiet. Ym texted me, asking me if I wna join them at Switch(favourite hangout place every Wed and Sat). It was damn last minute, but yea I won’t say no anyw, so I left and joined her and Pc. Ym came out to fetch me when I reached, and J was there as well. I think he’s lucky, instead of me, hahahah:)

I’m not someone who likes attention. That’s why I’m a drummer;)

I’ll always try to hide myself whenever I’m there. I’ll not say a word, till I leave. I just want to be there, drink, watch and listen. That’s why UA always say that I’m a stalker, hahahah:)

This time round, A saw me….. from the stage and smiled! I was happy but sian. Hahahah~ I was happy that he saw me from the stage for the first time! Usually, it’s kind of hard to see/ spot anyone below the stage due to the brightness of the light on stage. So, I was rly happy. “Eh~ I think I saw someone….. the girl who drums.” but I looked away, cause I was too shy, lol. Then he started his lame questions on stage. Well, he knows that I know the answer, so he asked if anyone know the answer, and looked at me and I just smile away. Cause it was rly lameeeee! Then he sang the answer out, and I burst out laughing. It was super funny especially when his voice was almost gone due to his cough and sore-throat. But he still did well all the way:) Soon, the 1st set ended.

J came over to join us, and he seems to be getting pretty well w Ym:) I’m was feeling pretty bad and sorry that I didn’t rly talk to him, cause there wasn’t rly much that I want to say to him or know about. It was quite awkward then. So I just kept quiet and stare hard on the stage, watch, listen and smiling away:) 2nd set started.

Honestly, I don’t rly know them much yet other than A and UA, but it seems like they know me and it feels rly good. Well, and I miss B playing w them tog. He seems rly friendly and nice, cause he just added me on FB recently and I was quite shocked, lol. He just looks like another funny dude who’s fun to be w.

“GroundZero \m/” I sent, and A started to wonder what \m/ was….. and I LAUGHED. He said it’s like someone standing up and putting their hands up!!!!! Lol. Then M told him that it’s a hand sign, then he “Oh, rly!” lol….. it seems like he just learned something new. Hahahah~ and he started his lame questions again, this time a dirty one. Then followed by L and M. They’re rly a fun bunch;) But I felt that A was dying from their lame questions, lol. She’s cute, & “retarded”(she said that herself)! But I still likes her.

Soon when the 2nd set was about to end. A asked if anyone wants to hear more. Actually I wanted to, but I pity my favourite girl, A standing up there tog w them, hahahah! A looked at me, but I don’t know how to send a reply. M goes, “Who are you looking at?“….. A, “A girl, a girl who plays the drum!” and M started getting all curious again. He’s the most hyperactive one among them, and he is rly cute! I just feel that he has the smile that affects everybody:)

So at the end of the day, they all kind of know that I was there, except for someone who “dao” me the whole day!

I left at the end of the 2nd set, and walk pass them to say bye. Everyone did, even L, someone who doesn’t talk to me at all said bye and waved, but him….. he literally “dao” me. Guess who? It’s UA:( So I decided to text him, and he said that he didn’t saw me and ask me to go back for some beer, and he said things that made me feel better.

UA’s someone w a rly interesting life story, listening to them makes me feel like giving him the tightest hug. We’ve got too many things in common that surprised me. He’s like a big brother that guides me ever since the first day we met:) I learn a lot from him. I love bullying him, sounds funny urh? Hahahah. Yea, amazingly we’re pretty close even though the period of us knowing each other was short. I like him a lot, as a guardian, as a friend, as a brother:) I’m thankful to S and A, they are the ones who bring him into my life.

A has always been someone whom I admired when I first hear him sing on my 21st birthday:) He has an amazing vocal. He’s my sis polymate, and I think they haven been contacting for quite a long time but he still remembers my sis though. He’s rly close to S too. He’s nice, but he likes to disturb me a little. There were twice that I said something to him which I think he was like, “Sian… why this girl like that one ah?” lol. I felt rly guilty after that, but I hope he won’t take it to heart. Cause whatever I said are not with the bad meanings, but the good ones. I like him a lot too, as a friend, as a “idol”, heheheh;) He’s special. Hope he gets well soon!

Another A. She’s cool to me. But that day they explained that she wasn’t that cool as we thought she is, hahahah! That’s when she said she was “retarded”. Well, I guess her “retarded ness” are cute;) She’s someone who dreams big. She don’t only dream, but she make sure that her dreams come true. She don’t sit there and wait, but she do. She don’t judge, and she’s just her. I like her, I like her courage, her confident, her straightforwardness. She’s simply awesome.

M, the most hyperactive cheeky one. I didn’t thought that he would know me in any way. Maybe just friends of A and UA. But he was more friendly than I thought he is. He knows that I’m always there to watch their performance, and he wonder why I don’t say “hi”. He’s like a curious cat among them, hahahah. One day, he saw me(is either that or he asked UA) and he said “hi” to me:) I was stun. Like, “Oh, you know my existence!” lol. From that day onward, he’ll always talk to me when he sees me. He even sabo-ed me the very last time when I was there w my unimates, hahahah. I like him, because he has the friendliest smile that affects everyone around him.

L, the one who only likes and comment on my FB, but don’t say “hi” or even give me a smile when we met. He gave me a deep impression when we first met. He commented “Her shoes are nice, I like!”. He’s nice to an extend that even my friend praise him over the accident he mentioned. I like him because he looks like my bitch Jc. Too alike that he’ll always reminds me of her. Thanks for saying bye and smile for the first time yesterday! Lol. Hope everything’s well for him, cause he’s always like a emo nemo potato on FB.

Yea, this is how much I like them;) Thanks for knowing me, heheheh! I’m proud.

Lastly, once again….. I was happy that I caught A’s attention the whole time when I was there yesterday. Hahahahahah! I didn’t like him the way like how S and others think. It’s just like you’re happy that someone you admire a lot gives you their fullest attention. Yes, it’s as simple as that. Special people tend to make you feel special.

Thankful to every single one of you around me. You guys are special, and that’s why you guys makes me special.

xo.